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Default Re: Depression - 16-11-2004

Shit... posts like these are the hardest because we "normal" people cannot really understand what happens inside the heads of those who suffer from depression. I have recently met a girl on the internet... I saw her profile and thought "hey, why not write her?". So I did, she answered, and we're now writing each other more or less regularly... She also suffers from depression. Not like normal people who sometimes feel a bit down, but from depression as a chronic disease. It's recognized as a disease here in Germany, too... I have really grown to like her, and whenever I have a mail from her in my inbox, I know I've got something to look forward to. But many times, my inbox will stay empty for a long time, and then I know that she feels worse than normally... and I can't do shit about it. People don't even seem to respect her situation very much. She told me that she often got bothered by others to do them favours and spend her time for them however lousy she was feeling. And when she'd need some help, nobody's around... She even told me about a friend of hers who ran into the arms of the wrong guy, had a terrible time, got pregnant against her will etc. She took her time to help her friend, but when she went to hospital herself because it was getting really bad and called the friend whom she had helped out so much, that girl literally told her that she had "something better to do"... can you believe it?
I hope you have at least some people around you who understand you and leave you in peace when you're down instead of bugging you with their little problems... I'd like to know, can depression be cured at all? I sure hope it can... aww, excuse my post. I don't know if this helps the slightest bit, but I honestly wouldn't know what else to do... things like this leave you so helpless. I feel as if a piano player had asked me to help him out with a diffcult part, and I were wearing boxing gloves...



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