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Believing that you cant change anything is an excuse to prevent yourself from taking responsibility.
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I know, i also say that
Yet i have experienced things , things i could not change, that
i knew where going to happen. An example;
2 years back, in september, don't know the exact day. I have dreamed that i was at the dentist (one i did not know!), who was showing a needle (and at that time, i was full off fear of needles in combinition with dentists!) and pulling a tooth. I also knew that 'moment' was near, but somehow i was puzzled because i did not have any trouble with my teeth. In october i suddendly got a lot of pain because the (how is it called?) most far tooth was coming and hurted like hell. Eventually i had an appointment with my usual dentist. When i came there, i was guided to a different room, it seemed 'my' dentist was ill and some other guy was taking over. He was the SAME PERSON as in that dream. Somehow i felt this was going to be some weird experience. The whole scene then was the same, the same fear for the needle, the same angle and such. The problem was, the dream lasted till the moment he wanted to pull... but now i had to get through ofcourse. I did not experience any pain at all.
From that moment i was quite, well, shocked somehow. Because how the
hell could i know this was going to happen?.
Because i also cant accept that a life is not 100% planned, i think its mid-way, like a lot of things in life...
See life as a road, at some points all the roads (paths you choose in life) come together to some 'checkpoints', and so on.
Now, the scary part, i have dreamed a very , very real one (and scary one) that i would end up with my dad's car in the water with my brother, we where carrying books... I *think* it will happen somewhere around september or october... because thats when we are going to move to our new house...