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stefanhendriks

25-10-2004 15:17

Can someone debug my brain?

Actually, since 3 weeks or more i feel depressed. I am not gonna tell why and all, but i will give you hints:
1 personal past
2 dad
3 school
4 gf broke up on me (now that aint a real hint hmm)

Especially point 1 and 2 are important. Point 3 is important , though i do not care about it due point 1 and 2. Point 1 is also related to something i am used to do, thinking in negatives (ie, its never good enough, its never gonna work out, etc etc etc). Can someone debug my brain to remove that? It would make life a lot easier.

Exilibur

25-10-2004 16:24

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

do drugs

TruB	25-10-2004 18:03

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

sad.. depression is the worst.. best thing is be with freinds you like and not cut yourself from the world

stefanhendriks

25-10-2004 18:24

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

got to talk with someone at school. He said, not to worry about the tests i am having this week and just do what suits best for myself. So i am gonna swim today... clears ur head.

HangFire

25-10-2004 19:37

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

Beer.

Pierre-Marie Baty

25-10-2004 20:15

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

Code:

#ifdef PESSIMISTIC

#undef PESSIMISTIC // <-- bug fix here

#define OPTIMISTIC

#endif

 

void main (int argc, char **argv)

{

long ttl_max = 100;

long ttl;

float trouble = 1;

float self_confidence = 1;

 

// birth

ttl = ttl_max;

 

// while life countdown is not elapsed

while (ttl -= 1)

{

// trouble is affected by self-confidence in all cases

trouble /= self_confidence;

 

#ifdef PESSIMISTIC

// self-confidence goes decreasing with time

self_confidence *= ((float) (ttl_max - ttl) / ttl_max);

#else

// self-confidence increases with time

self_confidence /= ((float) (ttl_max - ttl) / ttl_max);

#endif

 

// self-confidence goes decreasing with trouble, unless already zero

if (self_confidence > trouble)

self_confidence -= trouble;

}

 

// time to live = 0

if (self_confidence - trouble > 0)

die_happy (TRUE);

else

die_happy (FALSE);

        return;

}

As you can see with this little simulation you can reach nirvana by your 52nd year.

</end coder mode>

<mama mode>
... 'want a big cheer from your momma ? :D
</end mama mode>

<lama mode>

We don't know whether being optimistic in life is a rational choice or not. However, choosing to be pessimistic, IS an irrational choice. Not only it does not solve anything, but it stockpiles additional trouble on top of those we have, and it is by essence a painful thought.

Identically, chosing to feel depressed about things you can't control is irrelevant since there is no choice in these cases, but to integrate these things as facts. As long as you'll be refusing to integrate them in your own system of thought, you will think wrong, you won't understand why, and the bigger your troubles will grow.

Don't forget who you are, and formulate for yourself clearly what you want.

</end lama mode>

MarD	25-10-2004 22:09

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

Heyyo,

LMAO @PMB's code post: hahaha hallarious. :D

Yeah dude, just be with good friends, that always helps dude. I ain't no lama like PMB, but yeah, friends is always good. If they're good friends, they'll hear out out no matter wth you say. Sure, after highschool n' now I'm in college I've changed over to the quote "cool" unquote group, I still remember who me buds are, n' we always ramble on msn messenger with stuff like, "dude, come play Far Cry Coop with me," and he'd be like "no dude, Far Cry netcode sucks!" and so on... lol.

Yeah, whatever makes you confortable always sets you at ease. I was taught to make an uncomfortable situation easier on you is to imagine yourself, doing what you love to do the most, and just remember how you felt then, n' how hey, you should always feel that great. It worked with me on tests. My fav place is yep, on the coutch infront of the tv. Since sometimes I used to try n' do homework, it kindof helped during tests, cause I'd be like, "Ohh yeah, during the 2nd commercial break to 'The Man Show' I remembered reading a paragraph about this question on the test!!!" So dude, if you can somehow manage to tie in homework with swimming? (maybe laminated papers or water proof paper/pens? :P) it might help during tests.

And here's another thing you can do dude. Every time you feel a letdown, give yourself an affirmation like, "I chose to remember the past to remind me that I do better now." The hard part aboot good affirmations, is it can't contain the word will, cause that leaves you an option, and you might exploit that n' decide not to kindof thing.

Heh, that little course of "Thought Patterns for a Successsful Carrer," is starting to come in handy again. It's a crazy course man, if you can? take something like it... it teaches you to think aboot your thoughts, and teaches you how the common sense our brain employs on anything... it's deep man... like, and not deep end of a pool deep, like 2000 leagues under the sea deep... ;)

Maleficus

25-10-2004 22:45

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

Code:

if (!self->killed)

    self->strength++;

@$3.1415rin

25-10-2004 23:21

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

Code:

trouble /= self_confidence;

be careful that you get no divide by zero ... somewhen this float will be zero and cause fpu faults.

( i could start such a thread almost every second day :D cool, isnt it )

Brainz

26-10-2004 05:26

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

so now all we need is access to the basic OS of the brain, and the decompiler - bet we can't find that on downloads.com

If anyone does figure it out, can you have a go at debugging mine? I seem to have a number of problems, including, but not limited to, depression, skitzophrenia (that's hearing voices), talking to myself, answering myself back, and delusions of being a Radio DJ (LCR 1350AM, Monday, 1-4PM BST - catch it live on the webcast at www.lcr1350.co.uk)

-=RAV=-AdrianShephard

26-10-2004 07:00

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

Best thing for depression is to begin to hate what your depressed at.

HangFire

26-10-2004 07:53

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

Well what if its your life or your family?

Exilibur

26-10-2004 16:48

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

good one, hangfire :)

stefanhendriks

26-10-2004 18:15

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

i went for a swim, it helped. It helped for some hours only though, but its a start.

I do not ask for this depression of some sort, but things just make it worse. Today i heared my ex-girlfriend talking and laughing out loud about a new boy she met. I mean, wtf,its only been 1 week ago!? I feel being abused somehow, i feel totally fucked up.

TruB	26-10-2004 18:18

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

sounds like cheap girl to me..

MarD	26-10-2004 18:35

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

Heyyo,

Don't worry aboot her, she's probably doing that just to get you mad, and think aboot "what you've lost," kindof thing. There's lots of chicks like that who would find a guy as soon as possible, you know? the famous "rebound guy." So don't give her the attention, n' thought that you're the one missing out on her becoming your ex, cause if you do, you're just doing her a favor cause afterall, that's what she wants, to feel like she's the bigger, more stronger person between the 2 of you. I'm not suggesting you get a rebound chick, cause tha'd be like, sinking to her level, but I'm sure you can at least make out the main aspects of my ramblin'. You are an intelligent coder afterall. ;)

stefanhendriks

26-10-2004 19:05

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

actually that does not make sense, i did not broke up. She did. If it was for me, we would be together. A rebound guy would be kindoff stupid.

Anyway, wether it is on purpose or not, it makes me feel like shit.

elitejavi

26-10-2004 19:43

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

leave this to the future psicologist!
in the gf case, if she broke on you, why are you sad?(i know, is a way of saying) she broke on you, she don't deserve your suffering(dramatical song on background), c'mon! cheer up!( i don't know if this helps, i don't even had a gf, so i don't have very much experience)i hope i can help!
and, what is the wrost thing that can happen to you? you gotta get the good thing from this this(they say: everything that don't kill you make you stronger)
and you have friends from all the world, that helps, doesn't it?
oh, and instead of begin pesimistic or optimistic, the best thing that you can do(i do it, it's not that bad) is to be realistic, and in some moment, you will know when something is going to run in the wrong way(or in the rigth way, sometimes)
oh! and about the past, it's alredy past, and what are we going to do, let's forget it!(exept of the good moments and the things we learned(not only academical things, the things that maked us to be good) and live in the present, the things that happened in the past, let's keep it in the past!
i hope this helps!(hey i am 14, at least i am trying to help, becouse, if some of my schoolmates were going to write something they'll only write: LOL)
i'll wish you luck in your exams!

seeya

Pierre-Marie Baty

26-10-2004 20:39

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

Quote:

Originally Posted by stefanhendriks

Today i heared my ex-girlfriend talking and laughing out loud about a new boy she met. I mean, wtf,its only been 1 week ago!? I feel being abused somehow, i feel totally fucked up.

actually I had the same situation three years ago. It took me some time to admit that the girl I loved was just that, a bitch. I suppose it's just as difficult for you now ; like : what ? she can't be a bitch. Impossible. I love her. She's too cute. She's too smart. She's tooooo............ Umm, problem. I can't really say she's too nice, but I do feel the big gap between me and her. Hence that must mean I'm just a shit.

See the mistake ?

When one tries hard to raise somebody, if at some point one can't, one ends up lowering oneself.

Classic.

The big gap is the other way around, dude. Invert the sign.

stefanhendriks

26-10-2004 22:41

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

PMB hit the spot hard.

@ the past i cant forget it. It makes me who i am. Especially the negative things of it. My experience of my past time is different from others (thats usually the case). Instead of accepting things i have been fighting it or questioning it, reasoning it, etc. I never really got over some things. I pushed things aside. The problem is, that these things arise now in uncontrolable situations. Sometimes when somebody says something that is somehow related to a negative past memory, i can react completely unexpected to that person. Ie, i can begin to yell, scream, curse, or even cry. Though, i do not jump around and get crazy or something. Its like somebody chopped u with a very thin knife somewhere it hurts the most, quickly.

I have friends, but you realize what your true friends are when you are in trouble.

Thanks for the support guys.

elitejavi

26-10-2004 23:07

Re: Can someone debug my brain?

you are right, i hope that you can manage to acept what alredy happened, since i got something in my head, i am empty...o_O

seeya

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