lol. Welcome to the real world.
You know what, I think everybody has a moment when they realize that they have grown up. But then again, look around and know that still there are a lot of people playing Counter-Strike 1.6, i mean, the new games out there require such a good computer that you keep on upgrading.
Also, the game market consists of 80% of 'office computers', meaning they can't even run the new cooler games.
Time flies so fast, you really need to focus on the few things you really want, else you're old and did not do a thing you ever wanted
Anyhow, great you're still here