Ok guy, well explained, so quick answer.
I can see few things:
1° don't activate or deactivate it anymore.
2° use relative path, not full such as C:\...
3° It seems your metamod is running but it can't be the case if you only have the line in your liblist.gam:
gamedll "C:\program files\steam\steamapps\[myemail]\counter-strike\realbot\dll\realbot_mm.dll"
You should have sth like that:
gamedll "addons/metamod/dlls/metamod.dll"
(which is a relative path from cstrike dir)
Delete yours and keep mine (only one gamedll ... in this file).
4° also use relative path in your plugins.ini. I'm not sure metamod likes spaces (in "program files" I mean):
win32 ../RealBot/dll/realbot_mm.dll Realbot
5° be sure your liblist.gam is in read only mode.