This is the wrong forum, have a look in here instead for help on how to load up mEAn:
(mEAn) Bot.Admin Mod Help
You are loading mEAn incorrectly. Have a look at the install instructions again. You should see that mean.dll should be loaded through the liblist.gam file, and podbot_mm.dll is loaded with metamod.
To get help with metamod, go here:
Metamod and metamod plugins