[stefanhendriks]

i went for a swim, it helped. It helped for some hours only though, but its a start.

I do not ask for this depression of some sort, but things just make it worse. Today i heared my ex-girlfriend talking and laughing out loud about a new boy she met. I mean, wtf,its only been 1 week ago!? I feel being abused somehow, i feel totally fucked up.